As Bodhi begins his journey to see Zar at the Lake of Solitude, he thinks to himself:
is this all a larger dream
or do i shape what i see
how does the world
shape what’s inside of me
how could his dream
my vision it did find
how can this lord
see into my mind
what is real
i no longer can tell
the more i think i know
the less i am well
i must continue my journey
to where it all began
near the altar of obedience
to find the lion as man
ascent of silence
bodhi walks the ridge
of revelation still
unlit before first breath
the summit keeps its will
the stone paths lie in waiting
their edges worn and blessed
no voice disturbs the morning
and power has not yet pressed
the walls dissolve to fragments
of jagged rock and snow
the air turns sharp and distant
where cooler winds now blow
tibetan yaks stand silent
against the mountains vast
the ridge falls back to shadow
should something ancient last
altar of obedience
a piece of the stone waiting
worn smooth by time and hand
it faces toward the heavens
yet anchors all the land
here it is named obedience
where thou shalt’s will was done
where blade and faith were tested
beneath a silent sun
yet bodhi knows it otherwise
not as this world has said
but the place where freedom loosened
the tightening of dread
no voice declared the moment
no witness marked the air
yet something broke its boundary
and mercy entered there
cave of stillness
beyond the altar’s stillness
where the lake and stone meet
a villager points the way
to the prophet in retreat
water reflects the mountain
consciousness in view
its surface holds a mirror
and shows what may look true
and near its quiet edge
beneath a sheltering stone
a cabin rests in shadow
as if the cave was home
he writes what comes and passes
no longer bound to prove
the world may turn around him
but he no longer needs to move
Bodhi follows the directions provided by the visitor and arrives at a broken gate. A decayed sign lies on the ground with two lines readable:
abandon all hope
ye who enter here
Bodhi proceeds down the narrower path toward smoke curling into the air. The Lake of Solitude emerges as Bodhi turns a corner and arrives at a small cabin resting near on the shore. A serpent suns itself on the deck while an eagle soars overhead. Noticing the yak’s arrival, Zar stands from his desk in front of the window and makes his way down the deck stairs.
As Zar recognizes Bodhi from his dream, he falls to his knees and mutters:
from eternal recurrence
how could this be
how are you in my mind
from the raft on the sea
Zar’s rests within this eternal fracture, where reality meets dream. He steadiness himself and says:
you started as a yak
a mule that does carry
the burdens of morality
with no place to bury
yet in the end
a calf you became
while i became burdened
by the camel’s name
this dream world
returns each night
a wish that i had spoken
as the dragon left without a fight
but you are now real before me
not something i dreamt through
so tell me what brought you here
what can i do for you
Bodhi also feels the recognition of seeing Zar in his dream as Zarathustra. Bodhi responds:
i too had the baobab dream
but it happened in a flash
i wrote what i could gather
before it slipped to ash
Bodhi hands Zar a copy of his book from his box. Bodhi continues:
i have so much to ask
of what these visions mean
but i must return quickly
as things are not what they seem
so please turn to the woods
and jail behind the stone
where the grand inquisitor
stands before the lamb alone
Zar opens Bodhi’s book, reads the passage, and says:
yes this i saw as well
within my dreaming sight
the sheep released the lamb
not wrong but choosing right
Bodhi responds:
i’m told ts has seen this dream
though only part, not whole
what he believes it means
may shape what he does control
but since the dragon did not see us
despite what he does claim
then ts must be the sheep
who turned against the flame
Zar responds:
what the ridge calls truth
is merely a frame
and those who believe it
are bound to its claim
but night will soon surround us
so stay and take your rest
the room beyond is quiet
and opens to the crest
Bodhi looks out the small window at the mystical peak uniting the divided Mountain. As the stars emerge, wolf howls echo across the ridge. In the morning, Bodhi finds Zar at his desk writing. Zar looks up and says:
i thought i had defeated him
and stood above it all
i praised my own becoming
before the sea’s wide call
i declared god dead
and broke the ancient frame
then came here to the quiet
while others fed the flame
but as the ridge has risen
power replaced the call
the sacred wound of meaning
i loosened it into all
i asked for my life to return
each moment just the same
and i lived the last many years
reliving each night my shame
but then this morning
when my mind took hold
i realized the dream has ended
with no truth foretold
Bodhi responds:
perhaps there is no ending
no victory to claim
no final truth to anchor
no one left to blame
what rises from the breaking
is not for one to own
it lives within seeing
each heart must face alone
so i will walk this turning
not certain what i’ll find
but knowing what we look for
is shaped within the mind
Bodhi bows slightly to Zar and departs the Lake of Solitude.