Eventually, Bodhi’s early existential questions fade. As a high school senior, fascinated by history, Bodhi visits the southside of the Mountain of Mortality on a field trip organized by the modern Church of the Weeping Willow. After a long flight, Bodhi boards a bus that drives into Sodom on its way to the hotel.
Bodhi looks out the window and says to himself, shocked:
what am i seeing
people living in tin
suffering from poverty
while the wealthy grin
in streams of sewage
innocent children do stand
flies swarm the butchered meat
trash chokes the broken land
dust hangs thick in the sunlight
smoke curls through the street
eyes follow from the shadows
where hunger and heat meet
how can they live
in a place without hope
what can be done
how to help them cope
i must get involved
understand suffering’s strife
help mend what seems broken
and make this work my life
Later in the trip, the students visit the Promised Land. As they arrive at the Wailing Wall, Bodhi stands in awe of the countless people bowing in rapid rhythm, their bodies seething with devotion, foreheads pressed against the stone, rocking as one body.
He watches pilgrims pressing folded notes into the cracks between stones, darkened by countless hands, as if feeding a beast. As Bodhi steps closer, an old man wearing a simple uniform approaches and says:
welcome visitor
to these surviving stones
the last breath of a house
where heaven touches bones
i am called shomer
a keeper, not a guide
i watch what gathers here
and what the stones decide
this wall was never meant
to stand alone in time
it marks what is not healed
when the sacred fell from rhyme
the prayers are pressed like seeds
into each fractured seam
hoping time remembers
what history broke mid-dream
the stones do not reply
yet tremble with intent
as if they know how often
waiting turns to consent
Bodhi stands silently for a moment and then responds:
and what of the killing
done in god’s own name
how does faith survive
that kind of holy flame
i see devotion here
but something chills the air
a hush that comes before command
when mercy is not there
Shomer responds:
when endings are declared
and truth’s vulnerability shown
some trade trembling hands
for laws carved out of stone
flock come to mourn what failed
some beg for what must start
some wait for the fire to fall
and burn the human heart
our wall is a doorway
leading time to cease
when the messiah comes
with judgment and peace
the end of days
will mend what’s undone
but many can’t wait for god
to finish what has begun
so they prepare the ground
with borders, blood, and law
and call the work obedience
to still their private awe
remember this young one
the wall does not demand
but those who claim it speaks
are always ready to command
Bodhi watches as Shomer disappears back into the rhythm of prayer. The Wall hums with devotion, yet something beneath it unsettles him – something quieter, but harder. Leaving, he cannot shake the feeling that what he has witnessed is not only faith, but the moment before faith becomes command.
Bodhi carries that unease home with him. With that quiet weight still resting in his mind, Bodhi enrolls in the Willow School.