Twenty years later, Bodhi marries and becomes a father. They move into the same valley within the Hills of Hope where Bodhi once grew up. They do not attend church regularly, but choose the Willow School for their children. Bodhi’s wife is open to belief, though her father left the Academy before graduating so God is not central to her life. She hopes to set a good example among her friends and community. But over time, she grows weary of Bodhi’s persistent doubts that surface during mass. Eventually he stops going, making it difficult for her to explain to their children why they must attend but Bodhi could not.
In lieu of a stone church, Bodhi takes his children each Sunday to the nearby creek, to nature’s shrine, to partake in evolution picnics. They spread a blanket on the shore upon which they sit, eat their sandwiches, and marvel at what they see. Bodhi says to them:
the trees reach
minnows swim
the birds fly
and flowers brim
everything here
knows its role
not designed
but made whole
by evolution
nature’s rhyme
shaping life slowly
over endless time
The older child responds:
my ridge friend says
evolution is flawed
believed by people
who don’t believe in god
do you believe daddy
in god with might
who governs all
who decides what’s right
i hear mom talking
upset that you don’t go
to mass with our friends
thinking better you know
Bodhi hugs both his children tightly and answers, as a goat peers through the trees:
my dear loved ones
for better or worse
god feels different to me
he doesn’t bless or curse
he does not judge
nor speak so clear
i wish i knew
why we are here
you will discover
what to believe
as you grow older
your own truth to weave
instead of answers certain
i give you space to see
to question what is given
and choose what feels free
The younger child responds:
i have no idea dad
what you’re talking about
you are always yapping
about some truth to doubt
Bodhi laughs softly and kisses their heads. They pack their things and walk along the creek home.